--Numb--

I’m not going to think!!
No I’m not!!
But what does ‘Not thinking’ mean??
I need to keep my mind ‘BLANK’
But when you’re mind is blank what do you think off?
The noises around you ??
But that’s thinking again??
Surrender ………….
What? Mind ..
How? Count..
12345…678…
I can think and count at the same time.
What’s happening to me?
Be numb…
Ok !! Fine!!
No feelings.
It’s better to lie unconscious
Its’ easier at least.
What’s that sound?
A Bird?
A Plane?
Must be a beautiful view from the window.
I remember the bright white clouds….
Stop it !!!!!
But how ? Sleep.
Atleast that way I wont be thinking..
Oops ….I forgot about ‘Dreams’.